I woke up at 3:30 this morning with a feeling that I wasn’t where I was supposed to be. Overall, I had a feeling that I needed to be at home. I needed to be with my family. Home is where you feel love, and I did not feel that the Inner Engineering path would lead home for me or at least it wasn’t the path that I felt that I should take to get there. Sadhguru said that he could only offer and not shove his enlightenment down our throats. I decided that as much as I wanted to see and experience the remainder of the class that I am not as open as I could be and that I would ultimately reject anything offered. Maybe at some level I fear that if I follow Sadhguru, I won’t follow myself.
Please note that this is my opinion and I do not want to deter or encourage anyone from Isha, Inner Engineering, or Sadhguru. I can only relate what is best for me on my journey. Since I did not see the class to its conclusion, there will still be a question mark and I actually think that is best for those that read this and choose to pursue the teaching. I would rather write to you now and tell you my experience with the question mark at the end as opposed to something swayed one way or the other. If you want to read on then please do, but do it with the understanding of what I have just said.